Tuesday, 18 May 2010

Chapter Five

* NOTE: I have recently realized that my writing isnt very detailed! from this chapter on i will be sure to add much more details about her thoughts and her five senses (see,hear,taste,touch and smell)


chapter five - on my own

there was a dim light over my eyelids, when i opened my eyes i realized. it wasnt a nightmare. i looked around myself. i could se the burnt wood in a messy pile a few centimeteres away from me. there was a distant dripping sound. the stones where slightly damp, they where a faded gray. i looked down at my clothes, they where full of muck and bits of sand and grass. i unzipped my sleeping back in one quick motion and stood up. outside the cave i could see that i was a few miles away from the sea. far enough that the tide barely would reach the entrance of the cave. i didnt have a clue where i was. i slowly closed my eyes. i didnt know what i was searching for, mabye a waterfall? a hotspring? i wasnt sure but it was worth a try....
i could he the grumbling and splashes of the waves against the end of a cliff. i then heard the rustling of trees, blowing in the blowy air, i heard a bike bell ringing twice and two people laughing... they seemed so happy, i heard them chasing each other away and i continued further up the forsest. i heard running water, finally! i checked for any people. nope no people, i let my mind wander and i soon found the waterfall. perfect. i would run up there with my stuff to get cleaned off. i opened my eyes.
i couldnt hear the water anymore.. just the things in my own hearing range. for some reason i didnt feel like this was weird at all.. although i knew deep down it was. i sighed deeply and rolled up my sleeping bag. i quickly turned around and lifted my backpack and stuffed it in.i zipped the backpack off and started running. i took a deep breath and concentrated on the water fall... i could see it.. i was tracing back my steps.. EAST! i ran of down the beach heading for the rocky -and most likely dangerous to climb- cliff.. i looked about to make sure there was a path anywhere. ah.. i spotted it. instead of climbing i could walk up the slope that lead from the beach.. i didnt take me long to find it.. it was most likely man-made, probably a bike track. i stareted running. it was the first time i had concentrated on my running and it felt great! i could feel the cold air whipping my hair out of my face and hitting my face with so much pressure it stung a little. my steps where quick and i was on my tiptoes. i looked like some wild animal. i was running with such force and speed that i would be blurred. another thing i realized was that nothing else was blurred.. the trees just looked normal, i assumed i was faster than a car, but doesnt the trees go blurry while in a car? i frowned and furrowed up my eyebrows.i reached the shallow pool. that wont do.. its too shallow, plus its a little too open.... i stepped around the pool -natural of course- and headed off to the waterfall. i heard it before i saw it. its gental flow of water showed me it was just right. it wasnt too big either. i sat my bag down on the nearest rock. i ran back a bit, ran and lunged into the air. i landed with a loud splash in the water. i sunk under for a few seconds. the water was much clearer than usual.. i could see the bubbles i had made clearly and i could see everything, it wasnt foggy. -you know, when your in water you cant see too well- it was crystal clear. -not like air of course, it was still blue =.=' - i floated gently back up again and swam over to my bag. i dumped the contents out onto the grass beside the water, beans, peas? - it was dark..-, towel, soap.. i lifted the towel and soap and set it on a flat topped rock. it was like a square. and most likely it wasnt already like that.. -obviously someone set it there because it looked so out of place- i ducked under the water and took of omy shoes. a bunch of sand fell out and into the water.. i then took of my socks and scrubbed them with the bar of soap. i shook them about in the water, twisted them and sat them by the side to dry. i took of my trousers and continued the process, as well with my top, jacket and underwear. i then started scrubbing myself down with the soap. being sure to get of all the dirt,grass and muck. once i was satisfied that my skin was gleaming i rubbed it into my hair. it was extremely hard to handle. it kept floating of all directions. after battleing for twenty minutes i finally got it covered in soap. i then ducked my head under again and rinsed it out inder the waterfall. i steped out and wraped my towel around my body. i lifted out my denim shorts that hit my knees with the big pockets and set them beside my wet clothes. i lifted out a random shirt that i had lifted. it was cream. i put on new underwear and quickly stuck on my shorts and shirti lifted out my sandals and slipped them on. i -finally after searching for it- found my cap and stuck it on. i realized that i hadnt lied my hair up yet.. just to make me lookmore like a tourist i stuck my elastic low on my head and plaited my hair and put another elastic at the bottom. my hair was so long! i lifted up my wet clothes -which where just partly damp now-, folded them up and stuffed them in my bag along with the wowel and soap, beans and peas.. i zipped it up and walked -as casually as possible- down the bike track. i encountered a few people. i smiled and nodded hoping that if anyone had notices up that they wouldnt notice me. i had just forgotten one thing.. my mark on my head. i widend my eyes and placed my hand to the place where it should be. luckily i was saved! my cap had just about covered it since my hair had been pulled back by my cap. i stopped when no one was around and pulled my hair forward -the parts that covered my nose and just made space for my eyes (urahara?)- and stuck my cap on again. i walked onto the beach letting the sand get into my sandals. there was a few sign posts at the parking lot for the beach. i walked over and read the sign, it stated
'town' and was pointing to the right. i started heading in that direction to get a few things, i wonder did i lift my purse? i cant remember...


Chapter six - the new life (not a song name) will be coming out soon! please look forward to it!

Friday, 14 May 2010

Chapter four - The Marking

Chapter four - The Marking

i could see light through my closed eyes. i knew it was morning because of this. my head felt somewhat clearer. like something was blocking everything and know it was gone. my pain was gone to. i felt refresh, or something along the lines of that, which i found very weird? i opened my eyes. my sight seemed more clearer than usual, there was more details, like a crack in my ceiling i had never noticed before, or that my computer had dust pilled on top of it. i sat upright. my reflexes seemed sort of quicker than usual, more strong? i got up, i was steady and was very calm.. i dont think this was supposed to be happening.. i thought that usually when you hurt yourself it is still sore in the morning?- i also found out it wasnt morning but night, my lamp was on..- i walked over to my human sized mirror,
W-H-A-T......
my hair was so much longer. it reached my bottom, it was only at the center of my back just before i left to go to the cinema, it's like i'd slept for years. it was messey and came down over my face and parted just at the bridge of my nose (like Urahara from bleach as an example?) it had much more volume too.. my skin was slightly paler and my eyes looked a more vibrant green than usual. the purple ends of my hair had ran out too. my legs and arms where strong as if id worked out every day. i pushed my hair out of my face..
SHOCK!
the place where the scar had been last night.. it had a green wolf howling at the moon tatooed on. it had so much detail it looked almost like it was going to start moving. then at my cheekones there was spiralling green lines with stars around them caressing my face. where did these come from? i was'nt overly shocked as i would have been, i was more calm and mostly creeped out, becaouse the person i was looking at only closely resembles me.
at that point i decided to go down stairs, to see if anyone was awake.. but first i needed a plan, if anyone same me i dont think things would go down well....
i crept out of my bedroom and ran -quite silently- out of my room, leaping down the stairs, i was amazed i was so graceful, when i used to be so clumsy. i sneeked into the hall and looked into the kitchen and living room, no sign of anybody...

without a doubt i would have to leave, at least until i found out what was going on..
i ran back upstairs again and got out my backpack out of my closet and and started throwing things in, clothes, soaps, toothbrush, pants, socks, maps, a sleeping bag and some of the things i really didnt want to leave behind.. i crept downstairs again and got food out of the cupboard, i just poured everything in and got bottles of water out of the fridge. i was so shocked that not ONE person had woken up, because if i had been doing this before this..scar came, i would be so loud. i went into the ironing room and lifted out my newly ironed clothes from the pile and quickly changed, it was swift and i was ready in a second. i didnt know what i had just put on because it was dark (i also didnt know what on earth i had put in my bag). i stuck on my shoes and grabbed the coat hanger, feeling along until i found my coat. i stuck it on, lifted my bag and unlocked the front door.
once i got outside it was dark and dimly lit my the moon. i didnt have a clue where i was going but i just kept running, with no goal as to where to go.. i ran and ran.. not know where i was.. the sun started to rise and i assumed it was 2am in the morning, i was tired and worn out.. i was in the middle of know where.. i had made my way to a beach and found a cave and thats where i was now. i went and found fire wood - i also found my smell AND hearing was better on my journeys- and had lit a small campfire at the back of the cave, the wind was blowing wildly out side.. i decide to get some rest for tonight.. no matter what i'd still have tomorrow to find out where i was. i hauled my sleeping bag out of my backpack and spread it out on the caves surface. i crawled in. i felt myself drifting off and soon i was asleep.

Chapter Five - on my own will be out tomorrow! if not, some other day ^U^ i hope you like it so far!

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

Chapter three

Chapter three - pain

the very last thing i remember that night was saying to laurel that we had to walk home then... blank, cold darkness. it was creeping over me with such a force i couldnt fight with it, so i let it wash over me. it was like a dark heavy sea that i was sinking deeper and deeper into. i tried opening my eyes with my best effort. it was hard work but in as long as would seem an eternity i could open them into slits, but it hurt..real bad. a heavy pain shot up the left side of my head. a bright beam of light over my head made me close my eyes tight again. now i had risen from the surface of the darkness. i could hear a loud beeping to my right. it was going at an even pace and it was starting to annoy me.. where was i? when did i come home? my head filled so heavy with questions that i frowned, yet again that hurt but on a much more worse scale. i tried to lift my left arm to feel my face but at that point i realized that i couldnt pick it up? what? it hovered a little. then fell again - which i stopped doing as it felt like someone was drilling through my arm-. "doctor, do you think shes awake yet?" i heard someone talking, was it laurel?
"oh yes, could'nt you see her moving her arms? though she had quite a fall.. plus we dont know the reasons for it..." the man trailed of, did i hear laurel call him doctor? when did i fall?what happened?
i tested moving my mouth, it seemed fine.
"L.." it came out croaked, it didnt sound like me,
"Laurel..where?...when?what..?" i had so many questions to ask,
"we where walking down those big steps, you know? the ones near our houses? well you just...collapsed? the doctor said he didnt know why, they didnt find anything wrong with you but you broke your arm and hurt your head and knee plus sprained your foot.." laurel said, shocking me.
"wh-what!?" i croaked, "how?"
"Miss Newal, you quite shocked us, we cant find a reason for you to have collapsed, we found nothing in your system.. no drugs, nor too much alcohol.. its quite strange because usually theres a reason, because you where as fit as a fiidle before the fall..." the doctor said,
"well then how, can it normally just be random?" i asked, my speech not so bad now.
"not usually but sometimes yes, but i cant really confirm it."
"how long have i been here for?" i asked,
"about three hours approx," laurel said, looking at her watch.
"wow.. so its... probably one am?" i asked
"indeed so." the doctor said.
a nurse walked in and pushed up my pillows so i could sit up and i tested myself and tried to move, true, my knee hurt.. i looked down at my arm, it was in a cast. my ankle had a bandage wrapped around it as well as my knee.
"could i got to the bathroom, i asked, "i think i feel okay." i asked,
"i'll go with you," laurel said. she pulled a wheelchair out from the hall and brought it in. the doctor manuvered me into it. i think laurel knew that i didnt actually need to the loo but to get out of this bed for a minute.. - most likely why she didnt lift me crutches-
laurel spun me around and brought me out of the room,
"is anyone else here? i asked,
"tom is getting a drink with mum and dad, sam and sam just left and rosie is outside getting air, plus know one else knows." laurel said, -and yes, when she said mum and dad she ment mine-
"im not even going to ask if dave and mason came," i said, suppressing a sigh,
"actually.. you'd be suprised, they came.."
"your being serious>?"
"yeah, they came and left after one minute, they dont like hospitals," laurel sighed.
"hmph."
we had reached the toilets and laurel swung the door open and we went in,
"yeah, i need to go to the toilet, you be okay waiting?"
laurel asked, (told you she knew i didnt need to go!)
"yeah."
i rolled over with one arm to the mirror.
wow. shock. my face was covered in bandages, i let out a quiet gasp. for some reason i felt like unravelling the peice on my forehead to see what was underneath it.
WOAH! i must have hit my head pretty bad! i had a strange looking scar on my head, if you looked at it for long.. it looked a bit like a dogs head, no.. thats wrong, a wolves head.
"that scar looks pretty bad, it scarred quick? shouldnt it have been in stiches? no wait.. its not that deep.. it looks like an imprint of something" laurel said whilst walking out of the cubical, squinting in the bright light.
"yeah.. i guess it does," i said. i decided i would just wrap it up again, it'll go away some day..
when we got back to my room my mum and dad where there,
"oh! you okay? do you want anything?" my mum was franicly rushing around the room,
"no.. im fine.." i decided not to tell them about the scar.
"you sure, i mean you sould ge back into bed! you might catch a cold!"
"im okay, seriously."
my mum calmed down then and the doctor spoke,
"you can go home now but if anything occours do not hesitate and come here straight away!" the doctor said.

my dad had started packing my stuff away and all my get well soon gifts got stuck into the trunk of our car.
"you can keep the wheel chair until your steady enough too." the doctor called out to us as we walked out.
my mum and dad gave laurel, tom and rosie a lift home too. we didnt talk much, i think in the process of driving home i fell asleep.

as soon as i got home home i crawled into my bed and fell asleep straight away, what a long day..

chapter four - the marking (not a song name =[ i couldnt find a suitable one) will be out tomorrow!

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Chapter Two - never too late

Chapter two - never too late

"crisis here! i really dont have anything to wear.. and im not sure if i've put a little too much eye liner on :/" Laurel was on the phone to me. we were both having problems on finding what to wear.
"well we'll have to be quick, we're supposed to be leaving in half an hour... plus, i have'nt put make-up on never mind too much on!" i laughed.
"ohh dear!" Laurel seemed a little worried,
"what is it laurel?"
"my skinny jeans have a stain on them! shit," i heard a rubbing sound, "its not coming off!"
"cant you wear your other ones?" i asked her, slightly laughing..
"nope.. they're in the wash.." laurel sighed..
"i could lend you mine if you like?" i offered,
"Really? thanks so much! i'll come over now.. i'll be there in like two seconds.."
laurel hung up. i walked over to my window and saw laurel rushing out of her house and across the road. she got to my house. and as usual walked on in. she'd been doing it for years.
"thanks Rory, your a savior!"
"no problem, im just going to go to the bathroom to put my clothes on."
i left Laurel in my room to change her jeans and closed the bathroom door.
i slipped out of my school uniform and got into my skinny jeans - i have mulitiple pairs - and stuck on my top (it was just plain white) and stuck my shirt (gey,white and black) on. i pulled of my school socks (yes, how lame? you were'nt allowed to wear normal clothes in my school) and stuck on a fresh pair. i had already washed my hair and fixed it up into its usual scene look (brown in colour,with purple ends at the fringe and bottom) and all i needed to do was put on my converse and make-up.
"have you seen my converse laurel?"
"yeah, they where over in the corner beside your wardrobe," she said this while fixing her make-up in my mirror.
"okay, thanks"
i walked over to my wardrobe and picked them up. i sat on the edge of my bed and stuck them on.
"any space for me beside the mirror?" i asked lifting my make-up bag.
"yeah.." laurel shuffled over and i stood beside her.


after a while we finally were ready. i looked at my clock,
"whoops? we're like twenty minutes late" i laughed,
"you think they'll wait any longer?"
"nope. now lets go.."
we walked out my front door and my dad drove up,
"looking for a lift ladies?" he asked,
"sure, dad" laurel said (and yes, she calls my mum and dad hers aswell, we have been friends since kindergarden)
we got into the car,
"where to?"
"cinema" we both said at the same time, we laughed.



once we got to the cinema and saw Tom, Sam(M), Sam(F) and Rosie standing waiting for us.
"woah! its a new record, thirty minutes late," Sam (M) shouted,
"really? wow. my dads a slow driver," i said laughing..
"do you guys mind if Dave and Mason come, i mean they were pissing me off asking me every five seconds" Tom said looking annoyed (Dave and Mason are his cousins)
"damn.." Laurel said. it seems the whole family hates them, i hate them too.
"the last time they came i had a black eye, from.. drum role... a bucket of pop-corn" Sam(F) said.
we all laughed, Dave and Mason where annoying, especially in cinemas, they throw pop-corn at people and shout and yell when the movies on. we usually sit two rows down from them so we dont get kicked out when they do.
"Supp crew!" i heard dave calling and mason walking behind him,
"now i really want to go home," Laurel said with a grim face.
i lauged.
"yeah, whatever.. lets go." Rosie interrupted them in they're blabber,- she always seems to say that? -
"wow, someones pissed..." Mason said.


we walked into the cinema and bought our tickets,
"they piss me off so much.." Tom said -Tom, Me and Laurel had walked in front of everybody in attempt to get away-
"i know," i said
"Ooo! they sell Haribo!" Laurel randomly burst out.
Tom and i both laughed,
i bought pop-corn, Sprit and Haribo, i guess we all did xD

"sreen two, now are you guys the people who ordered a private screen?" The ticket man asked,
"N-" i was interpted,
"yeah," Tom showed the man his recipt,
"huh?" i asked
"well you know, i dont want those two to been seen in public," Tom laughed.
when we got into the Screen room i realized i didnt know what we where seeing as Tom had gotten us the tickets,
"what are we seeing anyway?" i asked Tom,
"a scary movie" tom gave me a cheesy grin - he knew i didnt like scary movies-
"I'll kill you! i swear!" i shouted,
"well i knew no one would want to go if they knew we where watching a scary movie so i didnt tell you.. and plus, none of you asked!"
"hmph."

i sat down at the back with laurel and Rosie,
"damn him," i said, annoyed.
"haha! i love freaky movies" rosie said.
"i dont really care to be honest.. i would watch anything.." laurel said while munching haribo.

"OKAY! SHUT UP! WE'RE WATCHING MY DAD'S NEW MOVIE HE MADE, THATS HOW I GOT A PRIVATE ROOM OF COURSE," tom shouted so we could all hear him,
toms dad loved to make movies, and he so happened to make one that finally got published.

the advertisements started to come up, and the movie started

"OH MY FREAKING GOSH! ZOMIES!!!!" I shouted and hid behind my pop-corn box.
"awesome dude!" rosie was really liking this movie, i guessed.


after it had finished we where all talking about this hot dude,
"its so unfair! why does the hot dudes have to turn into ugly zombies and the really ugly ones survive! thats so crap." Laurel was saying with dissapointment,
"yeah, true.." i said.

"man, that movie was so shitty, throwing pop-corn and juice at sam(F) was better" Dave and Mason said,
"argh! im soaking you ass." Sam said(F). true.. she had a wet patch all over her top.
"Laurel, Rory, we're all going to head off, see you tomorrow!" Tom shouted back at us.

"Okay Tom, see you! im going to phone my dad to bring us home, okay laurel?" i said,
" 'kay, that means we dont have to walk home in the cold" laurel said, a little relived.

"hey, dad can you pick us up?" i said down the phone,
"nope, im in work, Jess didnt come in so i had to cover for her,"
"aww damn.. okay, see you tomorrow then, bye"
"bye."
i hung up.
"damn. so we have to walk home then?" Laurel said. we where the only ones in the parking lot because every one else walked home and left,
"yep." and with that we started walking home.


Chapter Three - pain will be out later today or tomorrow! hope you liked this chapter ^U^

Saturday, 8 May 2010

chapter one

She lives a normal life. she does everyday things, goes to school, listens to music, has lots of friends.... but what they didnt know is that she is totally different from them. yet she doesnt know it yet.....


Chapter one - The Good Life


"seriously! oh my gosh! thats amazing! i cant belive you got to see them.. im so jealous" i could hear Hayley and Rosie's conversation going on in the background but i really wasnt listening... i was off in my own world.. as usual, this is what im always like in the mornings.

i focused my attention on my locker and opening it. it had lots of posters and stickers stuck on the walls, mostly Three Days Grace, All Time Low and all of my other favourite bands. i took out my books i would need for today and stuffed them into my backpack. this was going to be a boring day...

"Hey..hello? HEYYYY! RORY! EARTH TO RORY!" i could hear Hayley shouting at me.
"huh?" i asked really not paying much attention,
"the bell just wrang, if we dont go now we'll miss first period.. and if we do?"
"yeah,yeah.. Mrs.Williams will kill us," Hayley had habbits of saying that every morning,
"sure, whatever... but we really need to go!" Rosie was just about ready to run for it.
"sure,sure.."

we walked up the three stories of stairs and finally reached our classroom. phew. not late..
what i really dont get is that if you come in right behind her she marks you late. so apparently if she cant see you in the classroom like one second before the bell she marks you late =.='

"Hayley?"
"here.."
"Rory?"
....silence....
"RORY?!"
"huh?" i look around me, "oh.. here."
"hmph," Mrs Willams hates me, i thought.

the day passed more quickly than i'd imagined and before i know it, it was lunch.
i lifted my food tray and bought a soda, ham bap and an apple. i didnt have much of an appitite today..
"
i think somethings up with Rory shes more out of it than ever!" hayley was saying.
i stood behind her chair with my eyebrow raised,
"oh really?" i said with a sarcastic tone, "good to know!"
Tom burst out in a fit of laughter and i think a few people looked over, he was quite cute when he laughed plus hot when he didnt ^U^
"only looking out for you," Hayley turned around to face me with a cheesy grin stuck on her face.
i guess i could never live with out my friends.. and i suppose mabye i have been drifting away from them.. i just didnt realize so thanks Hayley.
i let out a little giggle and sat down beside Anna.
"dont feel offended, you know how Hayley is.." anna whispered in my ear..
"oh, i know.."
Anna smiled and looked away and talked with Gary..
there was so many people at my table theres, Tom, Hayley, me, Rosie,Anna, Gary, Laurel, Sam(man),Sam(girl) and the twins Malinda and Marissa. Hannah and Lily where off today.
"so.. anyone up for the movies tonight?" Tom asked,
"Gary.. do you want to go?" Anna asked,
"No,Sorry.. i have to help my mum pack her stuff for her holiday."
"Okay.. im not going to go, should i come round and help?"
"umm.. if you want to?"
"kay! so two ruled out," Tom said,
"i'll go."Rosie said,
"Sorry, i cant go.. i've got a date," Hayley said, winking.
"guess i'll go, dude. dont want you to be going with all girls," Sam(m) said.
"Can i come?" Sam(F) asked,
"sure," tom smiled.
"me and Marissa cant go, we've got football practice, right?" Maranda said.
"yeah.. sorry guys but we've got a match coming up.." Marissa added.
"I'll go plus i texted Hannah, shes not going, nor Lily.." Laurel said talking directly to Tom, her cousin.
"umm, Do you mind if i go?" i asked,
"Sure we dont!" Tom must have been happy to have more people going, so out of 13 people six people were only going.. thats pretty lame.. :/


Chapter two - never too late will be coming out tommorrow! (i'll be doing longer posts when i have more time^U^)